So, I recently took the lunge and dove into a brand new acting class. This makes it my fifth acting class (not counting UCB) since I've been out here in good old Los Angeles. Now, I don't move around so much because I find my classes dull or boring or unhelpful. Not the case. I find that if I'm in a class for too long, I get comfortable. And being a 'comfortable' actress means being a lazy actress and lazy actress' doesn't book jobs.
I need a challenge. I need something that's really gonna motivate me to go out there and kick some a**. I need to be inspired. A little over a month ago I began my search.
I started with a well known and respected studio (i'll leave names out, if you really need to know because you're shopping around for a class, email me privately and i'll share with you). I went to an orientation day. 'What is going on?' was my main thought throughout the process. Everyone's different, so I'm not here to say, 'Do or Don't go to this studio'. Each artist has their own creative style and process and there's no one right path, that's what makes us ARTISTS! For me, this studio didn't fit quite right. The teachers were all...um...how do you say, a bit spazmatic? However, I thought getting out of my 'comfort' zone might be a good thing and at the end of the orientation I put a hold on a spot in the next months class. But even after I put down my card as a deposit, I knew it wasn't the place for me. It seemed as if the woman in the office didn't give one hoot about you, just wanted your credit card asap, goodday. And it just made my skin feel not so tingly with excitement.
And my search continued. The following week, I headed to another studio which was listed on ActorGenie, (all you fellow actors out there, download this app if you have an iphone, it's pretty sweet!) I hadn't personally heard of this studio but it sounded like what I was searching for. I took a chance, headed to audit and well...fell in love.
When I walked in the door the 'class producer' who's in charge of collecting money from the auditors and giving out all the info on the studio was the brightest, happiest, sweetest woman I'd ever met. But genuinely so, not in a way that puts a bad taste in your mouth and furrow on your brow. She was oh so helpful and patient with all of our questions and concerns, then led us into the studio where class was about to begin.
Here's one of my pet peeves. Studios that don't let potential students audit an actual class! How do we know what we're paying for unless we get to actually experience it? I think it's somewhat shady (even though one of my fave teachers doesn't allow auditors and I don't regret signing up for class w/o a sneak peek, it was worth it), but for the most part, it just makes giving that studio money a harder decision, because you're thinking, 'Well, I liked the info in the orientation but how does it feel to be in that class for real?'
Anywho, I got to audit the actual class. It was awesome. From the moment class began I knew I had found my next "home". The students were uber talented and nice (imagine that!). The teacher was just calm and cool and told it like it was without making anyone cry or being too soft. Then we took a 15min break halfway through class and he met with all us auditors that were there that day and focused one at a time on us and asked us our stories. I loved that. He cares. He cares where we came from, why we're here and whether or not it'll be a good fit. It was just what I needed.
As of tuesday, I had my first class! It was...to be honest, not as glorious as I'd hoped. The class that I audited is an 'upper level' class so they start all their new students in the one below for a short time to make sure everyone's on the same page. I don't think the class I'm in is bad by any means, I'm just not sure it's the challenge that I'm looking for. I didn't feel the spark on tuesday that I had felt that time I audited.
But, that was just class number one. I'm not dismayed yet. Plus, I was just assigned my first scene and...(drumroll please) it's Kill Bill. What? My absolute dream role! So, maybe once I get up there to work on a scene I'll feel a bit more challenged by the class. I sure hope so!
Do you have any absolutely amazing studios you'd like to share with me? I'd love to hear some feedback!
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Friday, April 20, 2012
Auditions: The Good, The Bad...The FUGLY
I don't know what happened...I was beaming with confidence, my hair was just right, I had brushed my teeth and was wearing my blue power blouse that shows the world I'm a star. Then...I walked into the audition room.
And bombed.
It was as if I just stepped off a farm in Omaha (no offense...are there even farms in omaha?) and decided today, two minutes before my audition that I wanted to be an actress.
What happened in there?? That's all my brain could ask as I walked out the door and got in my car. It was an out of body experience. Now, I know many other actors have experienced the ultimate, 'I nailed that audition! Bam! I was so freaking prepared, there's no way I didnt get that part!' and I'm sure many have experienced the, 'Eh, I could've done better.' But please, please, please, tell me I'm not the only one that just experienced:
Camera Op: 'Please slate your name.'
Me: 'Hi, I'm Colleen Irene Boag, I'm about to be your worst auditioning nightmare.'
Camera Op: 'Have you ever used our product before.'
Me: 'Hell no! Thank God! I hope I never have to!'
Camera Op: 'Ok...great. Go ahead when you're ready.'
(Inner monologue) Ok...say the lines, get them right, no, that's not the line, oh shoot, i'm just reading right of the paper, crap, I'm supposed to be holding a cat?!?!?! Should I mime it? Sure, why the hell not! Let's bend out of frame and pick up an imaginary cat and pretend to be petting it with my eyes completely down and not even a quick look up so the camera can see how they sparkle! Great! F-ed up that line, who cares, two more lines, just keep going, my eyes are darting everywhere, why are my eyes darting everywhere, do not apologize for sucking even though this is the most suck I've ever felt in an audition room, oh dear Lord, I should've just stayed in bed this morning and not...I'm done.
'Thanks.'
'Uh...thank you! Have a good day!'
I walked out of that building as fast as I possibly could and wanted to just run and hide under the biggest rock I could find. Ok. Time to dive back into commercial class. That was an ultimate train wreck.
Here's hoping that auditions are like life...when you've hit rock bottom, there's no way to go but up. On to the next! Oy.
And bombed.
It was as if I just stepped off a farm in Omaha (no offense...are there even farms in omaha?) and decided today, two minutes before my audition that I wanted to be an actress.
What happened in there?? That's all my brain could ask as I walked out the door and got in my car. It was an out of body experience. Now, I know many other actors have experienced the ultimate, 'I nailed that audition! Bam! I was so freaking prepared, there's no way I didnt get that part!' and I'm sure many have experienced the, 'Eh, I could've done better.' But please, please, please, tell me I'm not the only one that just experienced:
Camera Op: 'Please slate your name.'
Me: 'Hi, I'm Colleen Irene Boag, I'm about to be your worst auditioning nightmare.'
Camera Op: 'Have you ever used our product before.'
Me: 'Hell no! Thank God! I hope I never have to!'
Camera Op: 'Ok...great. Go ahead when you're ready.'
(Inner monologue) Ok...say the lines, get them right, no, that's not the line, oh shoot, i'm just reading right of the paper, crap, I'm supposed to be holding a cat?!?!?! Should I mime it? Sure, why the hell not! Let's bend out of frame and pick up an imaginary cat and pretend to be petting it with my eyes completely down and not even a quick look up so the camera can see how they sparkle! Great! F-ed up that line, who cares, two more lines, just keep going, my eyes are darting everywhere, why are my eyes darting everywhere, do not apologize for sucking even though this is the most suck I've ever felt in an audition room, oh dear Lord, I should've just stayed in bed this morning and not...I'm done.
'Thanks.'
'Uh...thank you! Have a good day!'
I walked out of that building as fast as I possibly could and wanted to just run and hide under the biggest rock I could find. Ok. Time to dive back into commercial class. That was an ultimate train wreck.
(disclaimer: i didn't actually cry after the audition...
i'm just actually a good actress, believe it or not)
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